Another wonderful two weeks!

Monday's Face/Make-up

Whoops~ Totally meant to write this on Sunday but a few things annoyed me, pair that with my hormones suddenly doing a massive whoosh and you have me in one awful mood never wanting to do anything again haha. And I've been getting distracted between then and now. Like, I started writing this on Monday, right now its Thursday and I'm still only on the "monday" section of the post.XD

But I'm feeling pretty good so I may get this done now, although I don't think this week will be as busy as the past few because I've already been spending too much money and I go to London in a week and a half so I better cut it out.x-x lol (This section isn't even relevant anymore because I just went and bought Lordi tickets, WHOOPS, so much for not spending money bahaha)

SO. We'll start with:

Monday. We headed in because I wanted to get the new MAC NW10 because its so much nicer than the NC15. After that we'd planned on going to a little Korean cafe for lunch but after having a quick look at the menu outside we didn't actually see very much we were interested in, and since we were in the area we decided to just go to Sakura again instead since its been my favourite restaurant since I was 14.:3 (I totally just realised I haven't done the three year anniversary post yet, I'll do it tomorrow but for the record we went to sakura for that too)

ANYWHO, we sat down and a waitress we hadn't really met before came over to serve us, but the waitress we'd had the last time we were in (who was hilarious and absolutely lovely) spotted us and came straight over and ended up kinda taking over which I found really amusing. I think I'm always going to try to go in when either her or our other friend is working because shes just great.

Edamame.:3

As usual the food was utterly delicious and it was very hard not to just spend like £50+ again but we kept an eye on it this time around haha.

After that we headed out and I wanted to go to the Asian Market we'd never been to before to get some Pocky so we headed there. Turns out you couldn't pay by card unless you spent £10 or more, so this happened:

(Also that multipack happens to contain squeezy versions of one of my favourite things ever and I squealed with joy when I saw them)

I forgot to take a picture of my outfit which sucked because I really liked it.T^T But I'll wear it another time.:)

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BLOOD BATH

Toxic Tears by Andrea Aska Varacalli

ITS GONNA BE A BLOOD BATH

DOOM

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Busy busy week!

The dreads are back!

Eek, if I don't update now I don't know when I'll get a chance! Last week was pretty damn busy and it looks like this week will be the same, I'm already booked up until Wednesday and Saturday/Sunday, and no doubt I'll end up finding something I need to do on Thursday and Friday too.x-x

I love it though. I did literally nothing all winter and it was wreaking havoc on my moods, now that I have stuff to do I'm feeling much better.:)

So, where to begin? The start of the week wasn't too bad, so I'll start there.

Monday was the one day where I didn't really have to do anything at all, so I just pottered around taking silly pictures (I just know how much you all LOVE face spam.;D Haha sorry Anon!;P) and relaxing up in my attic, which I hadn't done in a loooong time. So it was a very chilled out day, nothing to report.:3

Tuesday was terrible.x__x Pretty much everything that could have went wrong, went wrong, so Jake was in an absolutely terrible mood. Luckily, I am in fact Super Woman and managed to sort out basically everything, so the grumpy moods didn't carry into the next day. Yes, I am a genius~

Wednesday definitely made up for Tuesday, because it was awesome.TwT We headed into town to meet a guy from Malaysia who also speaks Chinese and Japanese because we're interested in Japanese lessons, and it turns out we won't even really need them, so instead we can just self teach at home then meet up with him every now and again and chat to him (in Japanese where possible) and he can correct us and help us out, and he told us Northern Ireland actually has its own little Japan Society group type thing, so we're going to look into that.^_^ I was really surprised haha.O-O So we sat chatting with him for a while (and I had possibly the worst hot chocolate I've had in my life, they didn't even get the order right.x-x) and it was lovely, hes a really nice friendly guy.:3 He looked kinda surprised when we came and sat down because he didn't know what we look like and people never really expect, well, me bahaha.

After that we parted ways and headed back down into town. We were just going to go home but the line for the bus was like a mile long and I was so not up for squeezing onto a tiny bus with a bunch of gross sweaty chavs, so we walked around for a while to see what was open. Everything in Belfast closes at like 5 or 6, but Victoria Square stays open later so we went to a cafe in there and had paninis and muffins haha~ Then we eventually went home and when I got back I found out I'd won lunch for two in a place in town that I really love.>:D So over all it was a great day haha~

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Easter!^_^

Terrible phone picture complete with chubby bunny cheeks.:P

 Hoorah, just this post then one more, and I'm all caught up and properly up to date.:3

SO, Easter was super mega fun. As usual, my mum put up with the fact I am really about 5 years old for our annual easter fun.:D

So first we headed up to my nanny's house and had a "picnic" in the back garden, since thanks to the crazy weather mood-swings everywhere was snowy and wouldn't have been much good for picnicing. Lots of tasty food = Very happy Kaya.-w- Especially when it was a bunch of my favourites, and some awesome stuff I'd never tried and I got to take all the left overs home and feasted on them for ages bwaha~

Picnic food on my SWEET Hunchback of Notre Dame plate I've had since always. I'd actually been telling Jake about it like three days before this haha.

After that we headed up a big hill/mountain foresty place until we got to the right spot, because it was EGG HUNTIN' TIME. Jake and I headed off for a walk with my nanny's tiny fat little dog who really wasn't amused by all the hiking, so that my mum could hide the eggs (and I wish I'd been there to see that, because thanks to the snow and everything she slipped and fell about a hundred times and was covered in mud by the time we returned)

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Whhhoooo is the worst blogger in the world?

Yeah that would be me.>O< I'm sorry! <3 I would say I've been too busy, but thats not true. I just haven't felt in a bloggy mood.:( And its not something I want to force myself to do.>O< Honestly I don't even know if many people read these blogs, but with the warmer weather hopefully on the way, I'm hoping I'll find my inspiration again.:3 But its about time I shared some pictures and stuff here, and if any stories spring to mind on the way through them I'll include them.^_^ The year started off kinda crap with my head getting all frazzled, I just wanted to escape from everything.T_T

But of course thats not an option, so one night when I felt especially crap (I think it was like, January 10th?) Jake came out with me at 3am, I didn't even get changed, I just went out in my pyjamas haha~ We walked around for a while and listened to this strange little bird that was out and about singing a really pretty song at 3am at night in January. It was bizarre, but sounded lovely. We snuck into a park and walked through the trees for a while then sat down on the swings and just sat swinging under the stars talking about everything and anything for an hour or two. Being January everything was twinkly and covered in frost, which was beautiful but after a while I felt like my butt was going to freeze up and fall off, so we headed back home. I didn't feel so bad anymore after that night~

What eeeelse? I dunno, I'm just going to start adding pictures to this post and see if anything fun springs to mind in the process, so click through to read more for like 3 months worth of pictures and hopefully some more babbling.:3

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Sclera Contact Lens Review!

Black Sclera Contact Lenses

Yeesh, first post of 2013! I'm sorry.>_< I have reason, but I'll make another post shortly, because this post is to review two pairs of Sclera Lenses I received from

www.blackscleracontactlenses.co.uk

So! For anyone who doesn't know what Sclera Contact Lenses are, they're lenses that entirely cover the visible part of your eye! They come in a variety of styles and colours and you've almost definitely seen them on TV or in movies. They're great for cosplay, halloween, or if you're like me, just for spicing up your look!

The styles I'm reviewing are the full black scleras and the "negative" or "white out" scleras. 

So, I was SUPER excited to get these. I mean, I really can't explain how excited. I've wanted a pair of black scleras LITERALLY since I was 10 years old, but in previous years I couldn't find them any cheaper than about $200 PER LENS, aka $400 for the pair, and that was without any shipping costs that might have come up.

The good thing about this site is you get what you see. There are no hidden postage costs, and they even provide a little free lens care pack which I thought was a lovely touch! And I liked that they were within Europe since I'm from the UK and most companies are based in America, and I'm incredibly impatient so waiting for them to be shipped would have killed me haha!

Negative / Whiteout Sclera Lenses

Communication with the owner of the site is fantastic, they're incredibly helpful and friendly.

So onto the lenses! Now, scleras won't be for everyone, and I suggest you at least wear normal lenses for a while first, don't jump straight to the scleras if you're a contact lens virgin haha!

They aren't painful at all to me, but they do feel a little bit odd when you first wear them! Even now for the first 3 minutes or so after putting them in my eyes feel a little bit odd, but after that I'm perfectly fine and can easily go on about my day without paying any attention to them.

By the way, I'm not sure what happened in the bottom pictures, for some reason the lighting made one side of the image lighter.o-o

One sclera lens in

Both sclera lenses in. I thought this would be a good way to show how you see out of these. Usually this hole is not visible and your eyes will look entirely black, I took this picture while staring into a bright light source to show the size of the holes since many people think they won't be able to see out of sclera lenses - You can!!

Product information:

• FDA approved, ISO 9001 quality 
• Plano lenses (zero power) 
• Soft contact lens 
• 22mm diameter 
• 9mm base curve 
• Materials: 45% water, 55% terpolymer in sterile saline solution 
• Lasts for up to a year with proper care and occasional use 
• Made in South Korea

Honestly, theres not a huge amount I need to say! I am beyond happy with my lenses and highly recommend this website.

Wearing one of the whiteout/negative lenses

If you have any questions at all about sclera lenses or my experience with them, post a comment on this entry (You don't need to have an account and its possible to leave questions anonymously) and I'll make a big post answering them! I also plan on taking some videos of them, unfortunately my current video camera really isn't doing the job, but I should be getting a new one soon, so expect videos in the near future.:)

So from this point on, I think I'll let the pictures do the talking! Enjoy.:)

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Practically 2013..

Toxic Tears

Fair warning, I'm just going to stick random pictures of myself from the past clatter of weeks through this post with no other reason than breaking up the text haha.

Where has the time gone? Its been about a year since I created this blog. One year and 56 posts.. Not even NEARLY as many as I'd hoped to do. I was planning at least double that! I suppose that can be one of my New Years Resolutions right?

Speaking of which, who is making some this year? I'll probably have a fair few myself! The first one being the same as half of everyone else making resolutions - LOSE WEIGHT haha. I've eaten so much over the Christmas period and I've definitely packed on the pounds, I don't dare weigh myself right now haha. I practically haven't stopped eating since about a week before Christmas, I feel very very heavy and sluggish.x_x Haha. So hopefully with eating the right things and some work outs I should be able to shift it off pretty quickly.

But thats enough with the resolutions, I plan on making a proper typical resolutions post when its actually the new year.:3

So for now, I guess its time to talk about Christmas.^_^ I don't have that many pictures from Christmas because I looked utterly hideous in almost every single one.-_- Humph.

So I'll probably post them at a later date when I can bring myself to look at them.XD

Christmas was actually really lovely. Went to mums on Christmas eve to spend the night and had party food and watched movies etc. We went to bed at around midnight but I don't think I managed to sleep until about 4am.x__x Which meant I woke up at like my latest ever on Christmas at about 11am.>O< We got up and went into the living room to open presents.^-^ I got some really lovely dresses, make-up, plenty of chocolate etc. Then I had to rush down and get a really quick shower, then we went to my uncle's house for Christmas Dinner.:3 Sat around watching movies and talking while we were waiting for everything to be cooked and you have NO idea how excited I was when it was finally dinner time.XD

Toto and I on Christmas Eve.:3 Incase you can't tell, shes a (currently very grouchy) bearded dragon.

I have a pretty awful record with Christmas, a whole tonne of them have been absolutely horrible, and in the space of about 5 years I think I had Christmas dinner twice. So this time I was the first one finished, despite being amongst my mum and nanny, my two 6ft+ uncles and Jake who usually eats at the speed of light. I had the same amount as everyone else but they still pretty much had full plates and I was completely finished haha.

Later we went back to my mums, everyone except me and my nanny had been drinking a loooot of wine so my mum and Jake both went and napped for a while, so I headed round to see my dad.:3 Spent some time there, exchanged gifts etc, then later I went back to mums. Jake was still pretty much dead to the world but me and my mum made more party food and sat in her room on the waterbed watching As Good As It Gets, which was actually quite a fun movie.^O^ Jake joined us later and we started watching How To Train Your Dragon but the player stopped working, so we all eventually went to bed at 4am and woke up suuuuper late the next day. So we got ready as quickly as possible and went to my uncles again for boxing day dinner, which all went pretty much the same as Christmas but without the presents and less wine haha.

Christmas Eve make-up.:3

My mum's friend came round later with her new baby, which I held and did not break, which for me seems quite the accomplishment haha.

So yeah, thats just a brief run down, otherwise it will probably BE 2013 before I'm done writing this.

I'll be back tomorrow or maybe the day after with a proper new years post.:) Until then, enjoy far too many pictures haha.:3 Bye lovelies, and Happy New Year!

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New Hair!

Hi, I'm Nightmare Barbie! I'll be terrorizing your dreams tonight!

Hellooooo! So most of you are probably already aware but oh well. NEW HAIR.:D I didn't actually dye streaks in my hair, I grew the shaved bits I have out to about 2 inches, bleached them, then had some blonde weave sewn in haha.:3

We went in last friday to get it done. We were going to head straight there, but we met an Irish Gypsy selling books on Hare Krishna yoga or something, but we didn't have any change, so we decided to go into the continental market and promised we'd come back and buy one. Obviously she hears that all the time and was convinced we weren't coming back. So we went in and split a massive german hot dog thing (bratwurst I think?) but it was like £4.50 so we still only had 50p change.>__< So we thought alright, we'll get some fudge. We literally only bought 4 little chunks of fudge and a strawberry lace thing, passed it to the woman for her to weight it. It cost £7.80 T________T What in the actual hell. I love that place but christ, its an absolute rip off. Ridiculous.>_O

So we headed back and she was ridiculously happy and impressed that we kept our promise, I loved her haha.:3

We headed down to get my hair done, but the woman was out and wouldn't be back until 5 (it wasn't even 4 yet) so we headed back into Castle Court (which is a shopping centre here) and wondered around eating expensive fudge, looking at make-up, etc. We went to otherside for a while to see Stu and chatted, then eventually it was almost 5 so we headed back. She wasn't there yet, but we waited for a while and she eventually arrived.

She started feeling around in the back of my hair to take out my "extensions" and was completely shocked when she realised I wasn't wearing any and that it was all my own hair.:P She spent ages playing with it and telling me that in all her time being a hair dresser she hasn't seen anyone with hair like mine haha.:D

So she started cornrowing my hair (which was kinda sore.>O<) lol. One of the kids there was watching me for a while and I didn't seem like a huge wimp by showing it hurt, but it backfired and I probably just looked insane since I tried to smile instead but my eyes were all wide so I probably kinda looked like this OuO Lmao.

It was sewn into the braids with a needle and thread and was all done pretty fast to be honest.^-^ So now the under part of my hair is all blonde and stuff.:3

Went to Cornucopia the next night but didn't end up staying long because Jake was in a crappy mood, he seems to have some sort of undying hatred for Cornucopia.T_T lol

So thats all really~ Now I'll just spam you with pictures and a video.:3 BYE.

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Shameless picture spam

This is pretty much just going to be a spam of a tonne of pictures haha.:) Yesterday I redyed my hair black and on Friday I should be getting something slightly new done with it (don't worry, I'm not cutting it off!)

I also had dinner with my dad yesterday. I looked very very casual for it, so I took a couple of pictures, and the response over the past 24 hours has been.. strange.O-O

About 50 people have referred to me as a "doll" in some way, whether it be saying I look like a doll, dollfie, comparing me to the Ukrainian living dolls and Valeria Lukyanova and Anastasiya Shpagina etc, and one strange guy even said I look like a sex doll..D: *hides*

Someone said I look like a human sex doll in this picture and that its "a huge compliment".... Help?D:

I mean, its certainly a compliment, dolls are made to look, well, perfect, but I'm just kinda like... Whut? LOL. Like, I've dressed up "dollish" before, for instance for this photoshoot but like, these pictures were just me looking super super normal. Especially since I have very minimal make-up and my skin and the lighting were good so they're practically untouched in terms of editing.XD Oh well, not complaining!^__^ Its just so odd.:) But I'm hugely flattered :3

Oh well~ Aside from the creepy sex doll comment, most people seemed to really like them, so I thought I'd try to re-do the make-up etc today (Although I decided I was too tired and cold to get properly dressed) so I took about 5 million pictures, all of which kiiinda look the same.XD

I'm sorry I look like.. really sad or half asleep in all of them.O-O I took a bunch smiling but I just look insane.

If you're interested, you can see them by clicking through to read more.:3